Itzhak Perlman
Itzhak Perlman, the violinist, came on stage to give a concert at Avery
Fisher Hall at Lincoln Center in New York City. If you have ever been
to a Perlman concert, you know that getting on stage is no small
achievement for him. He was stricken with polio as a child, and so he
has braces on both legs and walks with the aid of two crutches. To see
him walk across the stage one step at a time, painfully and slowly, is
an unforgettable sight. He walks painfully, yet majestically, until he
reaches his chair. Then he sits down, slowly, puts his crutches on the
floor, undoes the clasps on his legs, tucks one foot back and extends
the other foot forward. Then he bends down and picks up the violin,
puts it under his chin, nods to the conductor and proceeds to play.
By now, the audience is used to this ritual. They sit quietly while he
makes his way across the stage to his chair. They remain reverently
silent while he undoes the clasps on his legs. They wait until he is
ready to play. But this time, something went wrong. Just as he finished
the first few bars, one of the strings on his violin broke. You could
hear it snap‹it went off like gunfire across the room. There was no
mistaking what that sound meant. There was no mistaking what he had to
do. People who were there that night thought to themselves: "We figured
that he would have to get up, put on the clasps again, pick up the
crutches and limp his way off stage‹to either find another violin or
else find another string for this one." But he didn't. Instead, he
waited a moment, closed his eyes and then signaled the conductor to
begin again. The orchestra began, and he played from where he had left
off. And he played with such passion and such power and such purity as
they had never heard before. Of course, anyone knows that it is
impossible to play a symphonic work with just three strings. I know
that, and you know that, but that night Itzhak Perlman refused to know
that. You could see him modulating, changing, recomposing the piece in
his head. At one point, it sounded like he was de-tuning the strings to
get new sounds from them that they had never made before. When he
finished, there was an awesome silence in the room. And then people
rose and cheered. There was an extraordinary outburst of applause from
every corner of the auditorium. We were all on our feet, screaming and
cheering, doing everything we could to show how much we appreciated
what he had done. He smiled, wiped the sweat from this brow, raised his
bow to quiet us, and then he said, not boastfully, but in a quiet,
pensive, reverent tone, "You know, sometimes it is the artist's task to
find out how much music you can still make with what you have left."
What a powerful line that is. It has stayed in my mind ever since I
heard it. And who knows? Perhaps that is the [way] of life‹not just for
artists but for all of us. So, perhaps our task in this shaky,
fast-changing, bewildering world in which we live is to make music, at
first with all that we have, and then, when that is no longer possible,
to make music with what we have left.
Jack Riemer, Houston Chronicle